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[18 Sep 2005|11:03pm] |
Kjacobi611: ur the best girlfriend ever
Kjacobi611: that kid is sooo lucky
Kjacobi611: he has no idea
i happen to agree. this ingenious plan makes me the bestest girlfriend in the world.
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[09 Jun 2005|11:22pm] |
Auto response from Nude on Saturn: !Go Slit Your Wrists!
tell her that too you hick
this is what we get when we care about someone unconditionally...
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| Memorial Day Weekend... |
[30 May 2005|09:23pm] |
Quick weekend update...
Friday: The stakes were high as the peer leaders found out who made PL and the letters went out. Hung out with Nick after school and had a few very rigorous games of egyptian Rat Fuck. All the while, he made me certain that i didn't get PL.
Saturday: The day of the letter. DUM Dum dummm.... Got up and took the five hour course with Miguel. Afterward, my father brought the PL letter and surprisingly I"M A PEER LEADER. oh snap. After that, got into a huge argument with me pa and then babysat my sister. Michael useed me for my television later that night.
Sunday: hm. what did i do sunday? oh right. I went to see family friends i hadn't seen in ages and then came home and went out to sushi followed by a rendez-vous with miguel.
Monday: ((today)) made cookies and brownies until i got a call from sir nicholas saying that we must elope to Rochafeller estate. So we went. It was me, Nick and a football as we roamed the many pathways of Rochafeller until we found the most amazing field and illegally lay in the tall grass. then mike came with me to Paul and Michelle's where Alexandra (2 years old) fell head over heels in love with him and preceded to do a strip tease during dinner as part of the dinner time entertainment. She even got on the coffee table and danced. Sttttraaaanggge evening. Anyway, home now, and not doing ANY work. none whatsoever.
off to the land of nod....afterall, they do say: Early to bed, early to rise makes a man healthy, wealthy and wise. Oh snap. and on that lame note, i am off........WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH!
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| highlights of this unbelievable weekend....(inspired by the ever gorgeous talia billig) |
[15 May 2005|12:58pm] |
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alright, where do i begin with this weekend. Okay.
Friday:
started out with two very ingenious episodes of CSI: Miami in Forensics
which of course means mucho Horatio moments. Next, a very good show for
the Betsy/Magnet kids, including many hoots and hollers when my shirt
was being unbuttoned. To top off the first show which went better than
i thought, we went to Wendy's to get fat which involved me, zara, noah
and drew speeding down the highway while me and zara's hair was getting
all too messed up. Then, STUDY HALL. niiiice. 5:00: after an all too
scary hair disaster, Nick made me straighten it where we hid out in
rolston's room while many people, meaning berner, ran around frankly to
find us. Then: the show. FABULOUS show. everyone was just so goddamn
hot. it was crazy. then comes the stupid kate part. God really pissed
off at Mike for reasons that are so embarassing that i won't even name
them. Let's just say that they were a cover to what was really
happening. After stormingly running away from mike, i went to the mont
where i got a sundae and mooched off of everyone else. Stupidly enough,
Kate Berner, Nick and I decided to watch love actually till 3 in the
morning.
Saturday:
The first part of the day was quite stressful for reasons i won't get
into. But then i went to the doctor, got a shot, was told i was normal
and then worked things out with mike. The rest of the afternoon is in
between mike and i but it was the most amazingly scary thing in the
world. Lets just say, this could potentially be a huge mistake but i
trust. Then, showtime, again. Post show fun included water fight with
nick and mike, cast party and then falling asleep with mike until 1:30
when i was rudely awaken by the fact that he had to go.
Sunday: what to do? trying to procrastinate my paper as much as possible. but still great weekend.
to everyone in Kiss Me Kate.... we had a great run. and goodbye to the seniors of '05...
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| 7:13 am. what to wear? |
[19 Apr 2005|07:13am] |
just turned on my computer to see the temperature for today. 78. hmm. definetely shorts weather. but what shall i wear? i love the mornings in a wierd very tired sort of way. who knows. last night i had a scary dream that i was in the titanic only it was a hotel not a boat. Jimmy Tobias was there, so was kira, travis, his uncle bruce, marian, anna, and Anna Pycior. It was really wierd. And all throughout the dream i was trying to find mike but we kept getting separated. it was odd. the whole time we were trying to get out of the hotel before it "sunk". scary shit man.
yesterday i bought white daisies. they make me very happy...
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| oh what a beautiful monday |
[18 Apr 2005|03:37pm] |
School was mediocre and i'm hope quickly before i go to the baseball game... then to mental help followed by insane amounts of SAT work with an encore of school work. oh joy joy joy joy. all the while the weaters warm, the leaves are starting to come out and i just had a baguette with cheese. how french of me. i think i'm going to go buy some daisies.
my entries are much more upbeat now. watch the mean posters come back and instead of saying how much of a drama queen i am, criticize me for being happy. ha. they'd be hypocrites.
for some reason i have this hyperactive muscle thing in my left shoulder. its so fucking annoying and painful and i don't know how to get rid of it. my doctor says when it happens i just have to wait it out.
must go to watch michael squat behind the plate...
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[29 Mar 2005|06:06pm] |
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much is happening as the season starts to change. actually pretty much nothing is happening. absoultly nothing. in fact, i feel almost pathetic as to how little is going on. I mean, anna, marian, kira and I are having a reunion this weekend and i am excited for that.
mike is good. very good actually. the last time i was this happy was, well at the beginning of me and toby. (oy vey). but i'm being careful as to not repeat anything like that, cause that was a horrible experience.
boys decieve so much. mike says he won't hurt me like toby did.
hm. were do i want to be right now. the english countryside in late spring. that would be tres nice.
it seems as though some people are trying to create unneccesary drama involving me. thats just stupid. I don't understand why people want to create problems with their own friends. its silly.
rehersal time, joy to the world... more later...
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[14 Feb 2005|08:00pm] |
Now gather 'round children hear a story...
If you're squeamish change the song because it's gory in all it's gory in all it's glory. There was a manatee named Rob. He was so happy in the water he did bob. Until one day a two one fifty horsepower outboard engine just happened to get him. Nothing rhymes with engine (yeah) do do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do do do and he was bobbing up and down in his own blood and intestines just a doo whoo yeah. And Chris and Gordon were sitting in the rowboat when inspiration finally hit shooby do what wa. So they rowed on over and said look at the manattee back scars, ding, lightbulb, hey Gordon you know what we should do...let's hit it with a paddle.
cheers vance!
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[14 Feb 2005|05:17pm] |
i love you are the most fucked up words ever. It's amazing how painful they can be, especially when they're taken back. i honestly don't think i'm up for this relationship. i think i'm going to take a chance and just end it.
happy fucking valentines day.
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[22 Jan 2005|04:22pm] |
so i'm suppose to try writing in order to let my feelings out in a productive way. so here i am trying to write.
i'm writing....
and i'm writing...
watching the letters type across the screen....
waiting for mike to call.....
he's almost an hour late calling....
i love the snow. its magical, it really is. i really feel like sledding that amazing hill. that was an infamous night. Everyone was working together to get a successful run down that hill. Becky was the lucky charm. It didn't work unless she was sitting in the front of the sled. I remember seeing David in his PJ's getting some warm milk or something to go to sleep. That's the night Nique almost ran us over in his car. wow what an experience.
oh snap. i'm going sledding with mikey. this day is turning out to be a great one.
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[18 Jan 2005|09:22pm] |
Browneyedgirl125: by the way, if you're stressing, take solace in this fact: (or these, we'll see)
Browneyedgirl125: a. the fink midterm is the easiest test of the year.
Browneyedgirl125: b. Toby Buscescu is Toby Buscescu. You have MIKE QUINN. wait.. did you miss that? MIKE QUINN. MIKE QUINN.
Browneyedgirl125: c. Toby Bucescu has a hard name to spell .i'm going to stop spelling his last name
Browneyedgirl125: d. He doesn't feel emotion, so he's not worth your time
Browneyedgirl125: e. And finally, he has a small penis. Nuff Said.
Browneyedgirl125: Oh by the way...
Browneyedgirl125: did i mention you're with mike quinn?
Browneyedgirl125: okay, yeah, just checking
Browneyedgirl125 is away at 8:41:16 PM.
talia.... heres a nice journal entry about you.... i love you babe!! that made my day.
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[26 Nov 2004|11:44pm] |
oh geez. oh geez. oh geez. when the fuck will my mind be at rest. i got the most amazing boots today. I like them alot. god fucking DAMNIT! no body should have to go through this. askldf;agiljaeop rgjdrngadop;gjaoprigjadrio;jadoiano;ergho;aerghoaerhgioawer
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god shit on my face and then took away my shower privaleges.
hmph.
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[16 Nov 2004|02:30pm] |
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Its funny how fast things can change in literaly one night. Not to sound cliche and witty, but these past three weeks has been so blah that i don't know whats going on. Its like every single dream i have ever had is coming true. Romance, it seems is finally mine. However- in the process i've hurt two people and i know one of them has wounds that can't be healed. I guess i've changed soo rapidly and quickly in these past few weeks that i've left some part of me behind. I've done this to myself and need to deal with it. I'm suppose to be so happy right now and i am. I'm doing things i'd never thought i'd be doing.
This is suppose to be the right choice, but i've hurt myself so much i think i'll forever be just a little off, not like i'm not already, but you know, part of me will be missing, dead. I think i've hurt someone else but he's too strong to show it or perhaps he's okay.
The real reason why i'm writing this is because he asked my friend for my livejournal last night after i got angry at him for god knows what. That let me know he cares just a little. Well I guess this is the first entry i'm making public because i think this is the only way he'll listen to me. I wanted to say that I love you. I do. And i'll never stop. It was so painful to break it off, you have no idea and you know me well enough to know that this isn't easy. I want you to know that i havn't moved on. It looks like i have, but i havn't. If i'm cheating anyone here its him. But i'm learning to not think about you, i'm training myself not to call you, not to say hi, not to tell you about the stupid thing that i saw on the way to school, and finally not to kiss you. I'm also teaching myself not to want to be held by you. I've been getting angry for no reason. I'm sorry. I am. And so i guess this is it. goodbye you. god only knows how much i'll miss everything we've ever done together and that stupid smile you have when you know you've gotten to me and the way you would hold my face in your hands and kiss me slowly at just the right moment. Hopefully we can still hang out every now and then, that would be fun.
God, this is so grossly depressing. i'm sorry for my sappiness, its the music i'm listening to i swear.
~We're strange allies, with warring hearts~
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| i wished so hard that i farted. |
[11 Oct 2004|08:09am] |
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Its one of those mornings where the cold is trapped inside the house. I slept with my window open last night like i always do, and now my room is freezing which isn't too comforting considering i just watched the sixth sense and when its cold in that movie it means dead people are in the room. oh geez.
my weekend can be catagorized in one word: meaningless. i'm not sure if a weekend can be called this but it was. I did nothing meaningful and i regret that. I mean, whats a three day weekend without prooving yourself once or twice. I never stayed up past one this weekend ((which is hard for me to openly admit considering it was homecoming)) but i was tired. That doesn't mean i didn't have fun this weekend, cause i did. even on saturday night despite my not wanting to admit it.
so many things have been "plaging" my mind recently, none of which i can directly write here but none the less, my minds been busy with mindless thought. lets just say things i tried to bury have showed themselves once again and this time its harder to ignore them. One of them can easily be disposed of again. its funny how the mind erases things they don't want to remember... but then those things have a horrible way of showing themselves at the worst of times.
lets see... today i must
a) clean my room
b) go to city to pick up headshots
c) get a starbucks
d) do mes devoirs
e) return videos to video store
f) curl up and die
long list for today. must get started. but i can't get out of this chair cause my feet are numb. phooey. Seth just signed on. joy. its funny, the guys i like more than just a friend or have some wierd past with get an alert on my buddy list. They all get a "moo". ((seth doesn't have one. he has a friend signal)) but isn't that wierd. see now whenever i hear a moo i freak out, get that feeling in my stomach, and have to breath really deeply in order to calm down just to see who signed online. wow. these stupid buddy alerts.
and over all this wild thinking, i can't help but realizing that i can't live with him.
...and can't live without him.
after all...
"i'm falling even more in love with you..."
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[03 Oct 2004|09:58am] |
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you know what i've always wanted to happen but i know that if its done incorrectly or by someone wierd it could be the most humiliating moment of my life?
...A guy to write a song for me. ya know? or about me. indirectly of course. not like "Oh Kate, you're always Late! but i know you don't hate, the people who love you, CAUSE I LOVE YOU!!!!" or something to that extent. But you know just a song. a simple song. maybe a song that only the guy and me know is about me. i don't know, its hard to explain. but it would be nice. ::sigh::
i've started daydreaming again. is that bad thing?
poop. poop. poop. i'm pretty much done with my homework and its one o'clock int he afternoon on a sunday. what to do? what to do. ahhh!
how come my brother appears to be more popular than me. its just not right, i say.
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[20 Jul 2004|03:13pm] |
happy birthday to me. i'm finally 16.
nice.
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[19 Jul 2004|08:47pm] |
all is well. kinda. will challenged me to a fight so i did it. and we agreed on no rules. so he had an alliby. in the middle of the fight seth pulls out two water ballons and starts pegging me with them. then they poured water on my and rolled me around in sewer water. but i got will just as wet. so alls well.
birhtday in T- minus- 6 hours..... score.
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[18 Jul 2004|09:16pm] |
yeah... so i hate seth. not really. well the shooting was horrible. i hurt myself sooo much. Mud+Cold Mountian Water+Waterfalls+Mountains+artic winds = unjoyable situation that resulted in my not eating for a total of 24 hours. ((not including the two sour patch kids i had.))
well. toby's a douche. oy. fuck. but he's my toby and i love him. fuck. oy.
camps almost over which sucks. but my birthdays the day after tommorow. so that'll be nice. but camp is almost over! FUCK!
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[18 Jul 2004|11:56am] |
So- i'm up at 9:30 to shoot a movie for seth on my one sleep in day. fuck me. well i'm about ready to go to the top of a mountain and then swim in some river so that his movie will be good. ahhh the things i do for friends. well- i had the most amazing day in boston yesterday. we were in a park and we played it as jimmy was a celebrity and eve was his friend. then me and meghan walked past them about 10 minutes after they sat down. then we started making a big deal out of it and went and got pictures. we said he was from the show summerland. cause no one watches it. omg. everyone believed us. people went up to him asking for his autograph and people came up to us and was like, "who is that?" its was HALARIOUS.
then i came home, toby called and told me hes not going to be able to call me on my birthday cause he's going on a two day hiking trip. joy. joy. joy.
Another bad birthday?? we'll see...
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